Around 11:45 am Nov 23, 2003, I had smudged my body and crystal and grabbed my blanket. It was cold but the sun was too strong to face it. I sat with my body away from the sun. I dove into the mystery of my prayers. I watched many images appear. I could feel the pipes being held to the sky with their wisps of smoke circling. I became one with all the prayers being said and waves of energy pass through me. I thanked Creator for the many blessings, for the love that I am and the love that surrounds me. I knew that the prayer force born from suffering and fanned in the flames of my heart had now grown to a world wide capacity. Now it was that I could feel the strength of the sun on the back of my head and I was reassured. Many the nights and days of sitting in the temple within had I visions. Now those visions were shared by the many. If it were not for Bennie I do not know how this fire in my heart would have taken it's next step. Yet Bennie did hear me and he did speak my heart about Yellowstone and so it was that I saw a great hogan built of logs over this bulge that is reported up there in Yellowstone. In this hogan we sat together and it was full of elders with towels on their laps, with wet stringy hair sweating in the steam of the Mother. It was a cleansing time for us. Like a good sweat, we enjoyed the experience immensely. I saw that there were pools to refresh ourselves out side if we chose, hot pools to sooth the body. I saw that the indigenous ones had reclaimed their sacred areas and that the land sang back to them with plenty green trees and game. I saw blue calm skies. I saw this with my breast wide and clear.

Then I went to Iraq in a vision and I saw Hussein and Bin Laden and Arafat and the Jewish Prime Minister, Ariel Sharon and they were confused so it was that I cried. I felt hurt, real hurt and I asked for forgiveness. I cried again. Then I saw them roll out their carpets and sit among themselves, drinking tea in those short clear glasses and I saw that there was a cleansing of an old wound. Then I saw their daughters walking up to one another and reaching out with those small hands. And the men were watching their daughters smiling and making friends with each other. Forgiveness was strong and there was plenty weeping, hearts were moaning and heaving with release.. Then I went back to Yellowstone and saw a great smoky topaz crystal pyramid placed at this place where the hogan was. Then I saw a great citrine, clear yellow crystal in the heart of Istanbul. For once this was the cradle of civilization. I saw the rebuilding of this area where men were honoring the women together building a place of great wisdom. This clear yellow crystal radiated peace all around the area and I even saw solar panels on the adobe homes! I could see and feel this and it was a strong journey for me because I was asking for forgiveness and My heart was wretched with pain. Yet while I was among them I could see the smiles returning and the eyes of the young girls shining.

So this is what I saw and I am sharing this with you because it is a message of hope.

I know there will come a day when we will not be able to use our computers because of the solar flares and interferences with the grid lines. There will be inconsistencies. There will be a time when our heart will be so strong that we will have clean and clear conversations with each other without the telephone! So it is we will migrate towards each other, some new and some ancient friends. We will meet in the sacred places of earth mother and there will be woman lodges set up for us to love one another and sing our songs and these days are now. And so the spider lodges are being renewed. It has begun.